I was awakened by the heat of the sun striking my face. It brought me to my feet with a jolt. Silence. I waited in trepidation for the groans to continue but they never. I looked down the street in both directions but could see nothing my from lofty position. I must have stood there silently for a good half hour, dreading that any second the undead would return to finish me. Nothing stirred except the dirt swirled up by the gentle breeze. Finally satisfied that I was alone, I jumped down the broken stairs and moved out onto the street. The silence frightened me almost as much as the wailing voices had the night before. I found myself tiptoeing, breathing through my nose so as to make as little noise as possible. The dead slept and I did not wish to wake them.
I kept to the middle of the dirt road, avoiding any shadows in the fear that they might contain one of the living dead. When I came to the first junction I took a left. The houses along this street, as in all the other streets, were little more than ruins, although an occasional one still stood and looked intact, from the outside at least. I probably should've turned back and left right then, but something inside pulled me deeper into the haunted dereliction. I followed its pull like a blind man would his dog, never once questioning its source. It wasn't a new experience to me. I often felt this way when I sought something and, more often than not, my feelings led me straight there.
I turned another corner to find myself staring up at the wall surrounding what had come to be termed the 'Haunted Cathedral' And behind that stood the structure itself. The whole place seemed to be cast in shadow and it cast a chill on the surrounding area. I kept as far from it as I could whilst following the path of the wall, hoping that I walked towards the cloister gates and not away from them.
The manor came into view before the gates did. It was HUGE. It was also derelict. It stood three stories high with, very probably, a fourth hidden in the rafters of the roof and at least one level beneath the ground as well. It was also in ruins. The front of the house and a side wall still stood, as did a small section of the roof but the rest was gone. I stopped dead in the middle of the path and stared at it in disbelief. I had risked my life for this! I had nearly died for a pile of rubble! I shook head and cursed. There had to be more to it than this, surely? I ran to the heap of stones, clambered over them and looked up. Nothing but a rotten carcass! I kicked at the rubble beneath my feet in disgust. "When I get my hands on Ramirez...." I didn't even realize I had spoken out loud until the walls threw their echoes back at me. I sat on the heap with an angry grunt and stared at my shredded palms. This whole thing had been a big mistake. A cold shadow fell over me as I sat there, drawing me out of my reverie. Looking up I found the sun slowly slipping away behind the Cathedral. Something howled inside its walls. Panicking, I leapt from my feet and started to run. The rubble gave way beneath me and I ended up sliding to its base on my backside. I felt the tares where the stone had opened my flesh as I struggled to stand. Rolling onto my hands and knees I found myself staring at a ragged sheet of vellum. Despite the danger, I picked it up and read it aloud.
and danger walks, Come out, come out, Come play with me. When Trickster's thwarted, And hammers rise, Come down, come down, And join with me. In caverns deep, I make my bed, Where city sleeps, I lay my head. When hammers fall, and mortals quake, Your voice from death, Will me awake. It meant nothing! A dumb rhyme. I screwed it up and shoved it into my trouser pocket, not even bothering to try and fathom its purpose. I hated poetry and I hated riddles even more! But still, I'd risked my life for this and I wasn't about to throw it away. I had just started walking again when the ground began to shake. The dirt beneath me lurched. My left ankle twisted painfully and I fell to my knees. Before I could recover the ground lurched again and I was thrown forward. I crashed into the wall of the nearest building and felt my shoulder pop. For a second there was only blackness. My vision cleared and I found myself cast in shadow. I tried to stand but my left ankle refused to take my weight. My right arm dangled uselessly at my side. I swiveled around so my back was against the wall and used it to regain my feet. It wasn't until I was standing that I noticed the cause of the earth's sudden upheaval. It stood before me, a towering monstrosity. Its skin was grey and crinkled, like old leather. Its whole body rippled with bulging muscle. And it had wings! Stretched out as they were, they blocked out everything behind it from sight. But it was the head that scared me the most. Two bulging eyes set in a continuously writhing mass, they seemed to swallow everything they beheld. I was beginning to wish I had never got back to my feet. "Death comes, mortal." I heard the words echo in my head and knew they had originated from the thing before me. It never spoke, though. In fact, it couldn't speak for it had no mouth! It took a step towards me. I ran. Straight between its legs and down a narrow passage between houses, my fear making me forget the pain in my injuries. I expected a roar of anger. Instead came what I can only describe as laughter. It was like a ripple in the very air around me that produced a deep, resonant boom that repeated itself over and over, pounding my ears until they hurt. I didn't stop to see if it followed but continued to run, telling myself it was a dream. That I would wake up soon. If the undead were still around I could no longer hear them. "Fool!" The word boomed in my head. My thoughts exploded. Blinding white light ripped through my mind like a fire ball. I found myself lying in the dirt before the city wall, sobbing. My blood dripped into the dirt from numerous wounds I had no recollection of receiving. All I knew then was terror. "You cannot escape me!" I saw the undead then. Swarms of them, summoned here by some unheard command. They moved silently now, almost stealthily. The nearest haunt raised its sword above my head. I screamed and scrambled away, squirming between a zombie and the haunt. My arm brushed against zombie flesh and I felt my skin burn and fall away. But I was too far gone for pain now. The only thing that mattered was escape. I spotted collapsing building and ran for it, tripping over the uneven road and using my good arm to keep myself on my feet. The thing's shadow fell over the street just as I dashed through the building's doorway. "Stone will not protect you." The voice was quieter now, almost teasing. "You will be mine." I could hear the shuffle of undead feet as they approached the building. I glanced around for the stairs to the upper floor but saw nothing. Ran into the adjoining room. Nothing. Spinning around in panic, I spotted it. A ladder. Hysterical laughter threatened to bubble forth at the irony of it. A ruined arm and a damaged leg and I had to find a ladder! A zombie's groan echoed through from the other room. I closed my eyes for a second, wished myself luck and leapt at the ladder. I managed to catch a rung that was level with the ceiling. Kicking awkwardly, I found purchase with my feet and begged them to hold my weight as I worked my hand up the ladder's side to the next rung. Then I moved my feet, one at I time. It was a slow process, but effective. My shoulders and torso were through the opening to the upper floor when the first zombie reached me. It swiped at my leg, ripping a chunk of flesh from my calf and leaving my blood sizzling. Nausea swept over me and I nearly fell. Only the edge of the opening pressing against my back kept me up. I kicked at the reaching hands, threw my hand above my head and hauled myself through. I rolled onto the floor and lay there, breathing hard and listening to the moans of the undead beneath me. The roof exploded. A huge hand plunged straight towards me. I felt it brush my back as I dived out the way. The hand withdrew but I knew it would come back. Spotting the half collapsed wall that had drawn me here, I scrambled onto it and used its crumbling brickwork as a stairway to the top of the city wall. Once there, I looked back one, saw the thing's hand plunging towards me and jumped. "No...!!" The word pounded in my head like thunder. I lay on my back and watched as the thing slowly withdrew. Whatever magic had been placed in the wall to hold back the undead apparently held back the thing too. Not that I cared right then. All I wanted to do was get back home and rest.
I was back in my cell. I had told them everything they wanted. It was easy, at last. I had told them what they wanted to hear. I told them that I was a witch, and that I wanted to summon some demons into this world to destroy it. I told them that I had met the Trickster himself and handed him my life, in exchange for some goodies. I told them that my sister, my brother, my father, my mother, my neighbors, my fences were involved into this conspiracy, too. I told them everything to escape from the pain. It did not matter that I had never had a brother and that my entire familiy was dead now. The Hammers didn't know that. And they seemed to be pleased. And they seemed to believe it.
And I believed it, myself, shortly after my arms were almost dislocated.
The light went on, and off, and on.
I stared at it. It went off.
I hit the nails of my left hand into the right arm, and pulled them towards the hand. They left bloody sores. The pain was slightly satisfying. A feeling in the numbness, at least. I continued.
The light went on.
The light went out.
I had mistreated my right arm, until it bled. It hurt. It gave me one feeling in the numbness. One feeling - pain. Better than nothing. Better than the numbness I had felt in the last days. I continued, ignoring the blood. Scratching deeper, and deeper.
I did not even give it a glance.
I had closed my eyes to lock out the cell, and the door, and the chains from my mind. I let my thoughts wander freely. My mind drifted away. I felt my body go limp.
Amidst the wild dancing pictures of the last days, I made my sister's face out. She stood there without a move, beneath the picture of this Inquisitor, beneath the rack where I had lain the last day. Thalia looked straight into my eyes.
I focused her, and tried to step closer. She looked younger, much younger. As young as she had been before the Hammerites had taken her away, three years ago. She smiled at me. But when I did the next step, she turned and ran away. I had so much to ask, so much to say. I followed her. She headed to a sunny valley. I followed her happily.
But when I had reached the valley, all went black. I realized that I was in another area, black as a pit. The valley was away. And also was Thalia away. I was alone in the dark. But I could hear voices in the darkness. Low voices, and shouting. One came directly from behind.
"Why have you betrayed me? Why did you not read the letter I wrote?" That was Thalia's voice. She spoke quietly. I turned.
"No! WHY HasYou Betrayed Usss? LISTEN!" I turned again. The new voice echoed Thalias. But it perverted its contents. And it shouted.
"Wasn't it enough that they had captured me? Why you?" I saw Thalia's face, but it disappeared shortly after I had seen it.
"Wasn't It enough that you left Usss alone when We they Captured Ussss, and WHEN we DIED?!" I saw two old Thalias in front of me. All were dead. They pointed with their cold, dead clawlike hands at me.
"And Now you Think WE should Sympathize with You?!" Their eyes were glassy. Their claws touched my face.
"Ohhhh, My Dear Poooor Lytha!?"
I turned. I tried to move my frozen legs to get out off there. I could not do one single move. I could not even say a word or cry.
"It was odd, but shortly before my death, I could see it clear. I understood. It made sense, at last. I analyzed myself, and understood. I had visions. Visions about the future. And I wanted to protect you." I turned. Thalia again. The younger version. The friendly one.
"SHUT UP!!"
She continued, hasty. I stared at the grotesque caricature of my sister. It tried to push Thalia away.
"I tried to warn you. I knew that you would not read the letter, so I addressed it to a man who might be able to help you now. And I signed with your name, well knowing that my last days had approached."
"Yes, you never LISTEN. But NOW you are Ourssss!" a cold claw touched me again.
Thalia spoke in a greater hurry now. "Take it as a chance. As the small possibility of - hope."
She disappeared. Whilst her vanishing, I could move my feet again. I ran.
I ran.
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